So many emotions ran through my mind between chapters eight and twelve; mostly disappointment towards Amir. I thought the guilt from what happen to Hassan would eventually push him to do what’s right, but it only lead to their separation. Amir kept drawing himself away from Hassan and Hassan went into a depression state. Unable to take the guilt, Amir frames Hassan of stealing knowing his father would be unforgiving. Hassan being Hassan, took the blame for Amir; understanding that Amir knew about the rape. It disturbed me how Amir was willing to let Hassan go; I hoped their friendship was much stronger than his desire for a parent’s attention.
Now war has taken over, Amir and his father took refuge in America. Leaving their riches, reputations, as well as his guilt behind. Amir’s character has grown a little; his want for his father’s attention has lessen and Hassan is still mentioned throughout his new life. In memories and accomplishments. Personally, I still cannot find it in myself to forgive Amir and I know it’s going to take a while for me to do so, but I’m hoping that he’ll face his guilt and resolve it instead of burying it. Then and only then will I find myself forgiving him.
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